Self destruction ~ 自残

Sometimes, I thought: May I know why am I still so involved? Why do I persisted on when the whole world doesn’t care, given up or couldn’t be bothered and yet I still gripped on to it tightly?

Spending so much time on something that no one cares or bothers, why? Why am I always doing these mindless things?

Retreating into my room with a silent scream, but in the end, I still do not know my next step or how should I move on… Bored. Bothered. Tired.

When will I go crazy??

有时候我在想:请问为什么我那么投入?为什么全世界的人都不管了、放弃了、不在乎了,我却仍然那么死心眼地抓着不放呢?

花那么多的时间做没人理会、在乎的东西,为了什么?我为什么老是要做这种事?

退进自己的空房间里呐喊,最终却仍然不知道下一步该怎么走,自己该如何进步。闷。烦。累。

我到底几时会疯掉??

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2 Responses to Self destruction ~ 自残

  1. Eileen says:

    *BIG HUGS*…

  2. yl says:

    Thank you!

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