Monthly Archives: April 2007

烤蛋

画了一脸的装,希望不足的地方能够掩饰一点。 戴上了新眼镜,希望事物能够看清楚一切。 穿上了新衣,希望外表体面一点。 换了耳环,希望看起来端装一点。 拿了个新包包,希望东西能够有组织一点。 穿了新鞋,希望未来的路好走一点。 鸡蛋碰石头,去考试,结果就被“烤”熟了。现在就是等待结果。 不敢抱有太大的希望,因为害怕将来要如何面对排山倒海的失望。 不敢对未来抱有太多的幻想,因为似乎不能拿出理性来看自己的未来。 什么时候自己变得那么的胆小,我也不知道。 不是我对自己的本事没有信心,而是我清楚地知道条件比我好、学历比我高、经验比我足、外表比我好的人大有人在。我只知道,我一定不可以放弃自己。不如人家,那有如何??龟兔赛跑,只要不放弃,乌龟也有胜利的一天啊!! 我不如人,但是我不放弃。

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惹人厌烦

当初需要你的关心与帮忙时,你正在风光呢!!一个家族,别人出事了,你居然冷漠地连一声问候都没有。风光的你,当我们需要你疼爱的时候,你在哪里???现在落迫了,没人要你了,才来假意地关心人,为了自保才会这么有心的嘛!!等到人家对你不在包有期望的时候才“假假”做这些,又有什么用?? 对不起,感情投资户口的规则是:没有投资关爱的地方,是没有回报可拿的。而感情储蓄户口所有的同情“存款” ,已经被你挥霍一空了。现在的你,是靠着预支的感情款项过活,所以做人还是别太过分了。这才是生存之道。

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Confidence ~ 自信

I realised that when one is feeling a loss of confidence, one would try all ways and means to find some pick-me-up. From the buying of mindless toys to extensive retail therapy for beauty/wardrobe replenishments. Latest on the list is … Continue reading

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考试

星期一早上有个应征考试。老实说,我没什么信心。听说是要写中文文章。我不是对自己的中文程度没信心,而是对自己的写字能力没信心。 中文,说中文我自负地认为我在新加坡是属于中上层的。因为新加坡的中文程度一般来说都蛮可怜的。 写方块字嘛。。。本人已经有一段时间没写大量的方块字了。平时写博客都是用电脑输入,汉语拼音我很有把握。方块字。。。得承认是有一定的挑战。 矛盾。做答的时候,如果我对某方块字只知其音却不知其“貌”,那该怎么办呢???是应该标上汉语拼音让文章能流畅吗???还是写一个同音但是明知道是错别字呢??还是应该投降,留个空位,让考官自己玩一玩填充游戏好了。:P 请不要说:“拿本字典进去啦!!”。对方已经表明立场:不能带字典。 忽然,我不禁又要害怕起来。真的很害怕自己对这次的应征考试抱有过大的希望,而结果得要面对更大的失望。 算了,死马当活马医!!硬着头去考试吧!想那么多该嘛呢???!!!!船到桥头自然直!!如果天塌了下来,也不会压到我的头!!因为在我们家,我肯定不是最高的!!!哈哈哈!!!!

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Little woman ~ 小女人心理

Clutching a bag of potato chips, I offered it to THE auntie. Auntie: I don’t want. Me: Aiyah, eat lah… I have already opened it. Auntie: Keep it in the fridge lorh… It will still be crunchy one. Me: If … Continue reading

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Striking the egg against the rock ~ 鸡蛋碰石头

There are many times where one know that the chances of success might not be high, that competition is great, that all the hard work might have been for nothing, one still has to persist on. But no pain, no … Continue reading

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Joy ~ 快乐

I do not consider myself to be someone who buys funny, rather impractical, oh-so-cute stuff that do not have a particular meaning. However, the feeling of being beaten can be so powerful that it could totally reverse the personality of … Continue reading

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Getting to know myself…

Saw this from Simple American’s blog. Saw this on a particular piece of Delicious Charsiew. Did it. Ermmmm… So, does that mean that I can stop worrying about myself, issit?? Disorder Rating Paranoid Disorder: Low Schizoid Disorder: Moderate Schizotypal Disorder: … Continue reading

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Hero

Hmm There’s a hero If you look inside your heart You dont have to be afraid Of what you are There’s an answer If you reach into your soul And the sorrow that you know Will melt awayAnd then a … Continue reading

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food wastage ~ 暴敛殄天物

The little girl took a piece of the (branded) cookie and starts licking the jam on top of the cookie before dumping the cookie into the wastepaper basket. I can’t help but to ask her why did she do that? … Continue reading

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